Monday, April 13, 2015

Worst April Fools EVER!

April 1, 2015

Today just declared a one of the most "worst" april fools day ever! Okay this morning a woke up and decided to fool my friends that my crush just sent me a message on facebook (which is not true) so instead, I'm gonna make an edit that my crush really sent me a message, so I opened my facebook messenger and search his name and scrolled some of our messages (about school stuffs and projects, obviously) So I screen captured it and I'll edit some words into goodnight or something then I'll send it to our group chat so in that way my friends will going to be fooled.

But, what I didn't expect is that... I accidentally sent a like sign to him without any conversation before and eventrough i'll delete it, He can still see it!!! I LOOKED LIKE A STUPID STALKER, STALKING HIM, ARGH. I was so embarrasing and Instead I have to fool someone, I fool myself. That was so stupid.

But not only this time, I've done sooo many stupid and embarrasing stuffs infront of my crush. Hmmm... Lets just call him Dane. Cause I'm so lazy to tell you guys my story with him (one sided story) because  I'm not in the mood today and I'm so pissed off. I'll just tell it to you guys, maybe next time.

Sooo, to reduce my stress from what happend to day, I just painted my nails black and did a karaoke at home and suddenly Mira visit our house together with his nephew Nathat and we talk in our rooftop telling me I have to take care of her clash of clans.

Good day everybody! I hope your day is and not just like me. Hahah! By the way I don't really need april fools day because everyday of my life is a complete joke.


love,
Nicole...

Youtube Love #LastWeekofMarch

March 29, 2015

Woah, It's been 10 days since the summer started and I need to do my my summer goals like beautification, getting taller and more skinny and sexier for the summer bikini season. Before it's too, late, I should now start it, cause I haven't even done anything seriously and I'm too exposed on my gadgets, So today I start avoiding gadgets and do my scrapbook and do my beauty routine such a s putting baking soda in my face, body and teeth for whitening the putting lime, and also d idsome exercise and stretching for extension of height at being fit at rooftop at nighttime with my pjs while drinking dink and talking serious with mom at the rooftop about dad,life having a husband (Not boyfriends) but it still annoys me though.

March 30 ,2015

Youtube Obsession! OMG! Ryan Higa a.k.a. nigahiga and SuperWoman a.k.a. Lilly was so amazing!! They are so down to earth and funny to watch!



 


Long time no see, BEST FRIEND!


March 28, 2015

It's been a long time since we are apart as best friends, but our hearts as friends we're never been apart...

Three years ago when I was in 6th grade, after being apart from Essy and Sophie on 5th grade (because they are in the same section and I'm the only one which is from a different section without a friend)

So I met her from a group project and she is my group mate the suddenly we should make the project during break time so I decided to join her at our lunch time and suddenly quite surprised because I saw my friends from the other section (who are Essy and Sophie) is together with her friend (Louice).

It was quite surprising seeing both of you friends be together. I mean isn't it a coincidence? I asked Sophie why isn't she and Essy on our usual spot she just answered that our table wasn't there and I looked at our table and I heard it right. It wasn't there. So the five of us stayed together--Oh! not just five. There is a new foreign student in our batch and we are so friendly to introduce our selves and be friends with her and Her name is Alex :)

So the six of us stayed together and forever, Me, Andrea, Essy, Louice, Sophie and Alex. We called our squad "The power of six best friends" or "JAIDAS" (our initials) I was so fun and memorable having my 6th grade squad. Even trough Andrea was the only one who is my classmate on our squad that is why we became close friends.


Until we are in 7th grade. Me, Andrea, Isaiah and Alexis, we're both on the same section but sadly Essy on the other one and Sophie at the other.


In that way, Sophie find better friends on her section while Essy on the other hand never gave up on us, even through she has few friends in her section she didn't even gave up on us and I admire her because of that.

On that way, Andrea and I became more close at each other and further, 7th grade is finally over and while enjoying my summer vacation on 2014 a sad news broke my heart that Andrea wouldn't be able to enroll on our school this coming 8th grade because she is heading back to her original home place in Bulacan to join her twin sister at her school, It's sad for me to accept it but luckily I did. I mean we've been friends for a very long time.


So 8th grade has passed and finally over, I missed her a lot and we've decided that this summer, we should see each other again together with Essy (because we are clan mates together, haha!) We missed her very much and enjoy our short time bonding at fairview terraces.



       Left to Right: (Me and Andrea)

                 Left to Right: (Essy, Me and Andrea)


Today, March 28, 2015,

Seeing your old friend again after a year is the best feeling ever. By the way, I never consider her as my 'old friend', she is my friend even trough we are apart from each other.


I really did miss you best, let's just keep in touch in social medias and Hope I can see you again 'till next time! :*


love, 

Nicole...

Sunday, April 12, 2015

My summer week #FirstWeek

March 23, 2015
I have so many scheduled things to do today because it's a free time and the things that I haven't did since school day, because of my business is i'm gonna do now.


March 24, 2015
Summer duty, Rest Days like that. and also trim my bangs and did baking soda whitening because of my skin color lols.


March 25, 2015
Summer breeze everyone and got obsessed in exercise to get skinny for summer body and clash of clan rehabilitation center pls.


March 26, 2015
Attended the STSN graduation with Mira for the sake of her crush on the higher level (haha she is so obsessed) and I just went on the graduation for the sake of supporting my friend on what she loves. (which is fangirling over her crush. By the way, #GoodbyeZaynFrom1D


March 27, 2015
Okay, today should be the day that I'm gonna be with Mira at school to get some documents from the school for her summer class she will be gong she plans for voice lessons but it's too late, She said the voice class was already full and I'm also planning for some summer class, guitar or piano lessons for more proficiency as a musician and also martial arts (but not taekwando!) because you know that nowadays it's already hard to go on somewhere... to ride a jeep and even walking the street! Because we don't know! Bad strangers could be beside us or a snatcher that keeps on eye at your precious gadgets. We don't know the could be beside us and we should know what to do and what to act. It's better to be safe than sorry,specially me as a commuter and loves to go on a mall often.  that's why I wanna find some classes  like that, but sadly I can't find a perfect one that has an affordable offer and just near on where we lived. But sadly I can't find one so I'm stucked watching Nat Geo's survival stuffs because my dad also love watching them :)


So, that's it for a week with,
Nicole...


Rest for Summer

March 22, 2015

I'm so freaking tired right now. I haven't took a summer rest since yesterday because of that wild sleepover (haha!) and I hate being tired, My whole body hurts though because  Then what I've hate the most is my skin color! Ugh It's a shame mostly to the white people in america, because I HATE SUN AND TANNING. 

Because every time I play or swimming with the sun surrounding us, My skin color gets golden dark and I hate it! It doesn't match on what I look. Most of Asians love to be fairer and not tanned and sadly I'm one of them lol.

So I just took a rest and grab my iPad then suddenly I open my social media accounts and got shocked about it because my notification got so full! It's like 40 notifications popping out, I guess?

Because my friends, classmates, batch mates and etc.started uploading our photos on our last day of class and some video from our swimming and sleepover. Well, I also uploaded some photos on our sleepover and swimming yesterday to fair for them, hahah.

So that's it for my third day of summer! Hope everybody got a great summer! 


sun kissed, 
 Nicole...

Second Day of Summer! (Swimming with the squad)


March 21, 2015

Waking up with you true friends is the best feeling ever! It's just like we are bound to each other and you feel that these friends will going to be the people that will always be your side no matter what (even though we had some arguments most of the time, It doesn't change the fact that we still love each other no matter what)


Today is our sleepover day 2, this morning we went swimming and we finally went home so tired.



P.S. I'm still gonna edit this post.

To be continued...

First Day of Summer! (Sleepover with the squad)


March 20, 2015

Woah, Hello Summer Air! I can already feel that warm breeze! Since today is the first day of summer, I wan't this day to be memorable and at the same time fun, cause you know... school is over and we should go on a celebration, Yey!


Today, I'm gonna spend my first day of summer vacation with my ka-banals (our squad name) and we are gonna have a sleepover in our friend louice's house for the very first time together with Essy, Mira, Louice and I. woah! 

There are so much pressure and excitement that I felt that time, because for the very first time in my life, I'm going to a sleepover on my friends house. (so as them, except mira, this is her fifth time on a sleepover according to her) 


I think that every first time on your life will going to be the most memorable and exciting! and I believe in that statement. Our experience was so unforgettable! It has a lot of fun ,excitement, regrets, disappointment, adventure, laughs, new experience and most specially Inspiration (what I liked the most) Of course, nothing is perfect, If you experienced perfection something is wrong. Like what I've said, Imperfections leads you in a realization--and that what exactly happened to me.


I think I'm not gonna share you guys what exactly happened (not literally happened, it's just what I felt) But I'm gonna share you our FUN moments that we share to each other.


So the four of us had a really great time as a make up artist, As soon as we went into the 3rd floor of louice's house which was the guest room, We immediately jumped into the bed and at first we decided to take a rest/sleep because we are so tired to look at the noon sun light, It literally drives me crazy and I'm an evening person so I usually felt a sleep whenever there is a noon sun light.

 Louice decided to took a bath and leave the three of us in the guest room. Hayy.. I can still remember yesterday that we cleaned this room and also it's comfort room. It was so fun. So because of so many over think I decided to not to sleep and jump out the bed  and go wrestling with the two girls beside me (Essy and Mira) I was so fun and wild! We are so masculine and childish so I think a great idea popped in my head. 


I headed to my bag and I grab my make up kit and suddenly they became shocked (cause they don't know how much girly I am and how much make up I own) Then at good point louice finally entered the room fresh from bath and join the fun as a make up artist. I managed to change the look of Louice and Essy managed the look of Mira and vice versa, we also have talked so much and a lot about random funny things also what we have planned to do on the future, It was so fun! because it's not just a childish make up that we had done, It's like a Victoria secret's angle make up that we did.


We transformed each other's look so awesome and took a multiply selfies! We also decided to have so fashion show of clothes but sadly Louice wasn't into fashion and she didn't have that much clothes in her house. But! It's was still fun! The childish part of us never fade away..


P.S. I'm still gonna edit this post.

To be continued....




Friday, April 10, 2015

My Sophomore Life (Grade 8 Farewell)

Before you start reading, who ever you are just please read it for your own risk.

I know it's already late to post my thoughts about the last day of my Sophomore year or Grade 8 life which is it already happened a couple of weeks ago. But anyway I still like to post it and like what I've just said on my first post, I'm really looking forward to post it here even it's late and it's not even a big deal if I post late stuff here so...


March 19, 2015


I can’t believe how this year ended so quickly! While first day of this is class is still fresh on my memory. My thoughts and doubts is still fresh in my mind. Because honestly, on the first day of grade 8. I DIDN'T LIKE ANYTHING. Seriously none, maybe my thoughts brain washed me that this year will going to be worst. Maybe because of the fact that many of my friends and barkada we're at the separate sections and the only friends that left on my same section is two (but i'm still glad about it). But the what most sucks at all? My number one best friend buddy on my 7th grade just left me and it sucks a lot.

Furthermore, because of the separate sections, the barkada that we build when I was in 7th grade slowly broke down (because we have like 13 members) That fact hurts me a lot. because that barkada that we build is so special to me and always making me laugh even trough we often have fight because I'm a bit immature way back then and suddenly only four of us left and I think they are the real friends for me. Louice and Rachel from the other section and Me and Essy from my section and somehow I can still feel that I'm lucky to have four friends.


But I can't still stop thinking the thought that, what happened lately already proves me that this year will be worst and it became more worsted when I just found out my section is a total fuck! I didn't like my section is full of bastard girls and boys that has nothing to do but judge us. Because my section has this  girl leader brainy group (most of them are top student and officers) and while the boys has this group of boastful boy group (basketball plays/gamers) and who will even though that my long time crush belongs to that group and I'm here at the middle of nobody.


That time... I learned so many things, I've been into bad experience. I've done so much mistakes, I met new people, I observed more, and well, I changed. I changed a lot and well, I'm still thirteen years old and I still gonna experience so many things in life. Well, because of that bad experiences and thoughts I suddenly became a better person and develop into new one.


Then the school year suddenly became so fast and further in just a blink of an eye, the whole class know who my crush is. It sucks a lot that even proves me how worst my section is into chismis. Then suddenly that guy and I became so awkward at each other and he didn't even talk to me. I makes me so bad thinking about the thought that he hates me so much for being a long time stalker, I can feel his anger toward me and it makes me feel depressed. 


Not just that, the friendship of us four suddenly broke into pieces. It was the first month of the new year 2015 when Essy and I met this certain obsessed girl named Mira. She is obsessed over this guy who is older that her level, she started sharing about her sweet memories with him and ever since that day, The three of us became so much friends specially in our classroom because of course  we should include Louice and Rachel. But that what I only thought, 


I thought that the five of us will going to have a strong friendship but that was only a thought, because suddenly the five of us got into a very misunderstanding friendship situation that Rachel and Louice confessed us that they had a really hard time coping us because the three of because really close and sometimes we forgot about the two of them and I really sorry about them. Then suddenly I feel that Rachel decided to leave us because she found better friends than us. Then on the other hand Louice stayed on our side even through it's hard and that's why I admire her even through we done so many wrong things to her she is  still by our side ever. 


Not just my friendship also my thought toward the new class I'm in or the section I had. It sucks every time I feel every teacher that enters our class have this certain favoritism toward us the girl brain group always became 'feeling close' to our teachers and the teachers suddenly forgot us and for just a blink of an eye my grades got lower and I have nothing to do about it then suddenly when I got home my parents also play favoritism to my elder sister and my youngest sister they always say that I'm a bad ass child even my father, the person that I love the most confessed me that I'm the child that he hates the most and as a child I found out that I inherit my pride and words like knife to my father and It really sucks thinking that all person that you love just hates you. He just said that I'm that not that kind of child that a parent will love because I'm not a responsible child rather than my sister and I'm like what the fuck, my sister is so fuckin plastic she is only responsible when my dad is around and became a lazy bitch that doesn't do anything aside from commanding us to do this or that and I sucks a lot. But I have no choice just to  thinking about my problems and It's like nobody is supporting me though.

I feel that nobody is in my side, I feel alone. Everybody is less than me and suddenly I don't know what should I feel so that time I often write stories and play my guitar to hide my emotional thoughts and try to look at the bright side of life. I really feel so much comfortable every time I write my feelings and It lessen the pain I felt and making some music because I felt that music will be just the only one beside me humming me the tunes that I can't explain.

That time... I learned so many thing, I've been into bad experience. I became a rebel student, a crazy friend and a stupid admirer.  I've done so much mistakes, I met new people, I observed more, and well, I changed. I changed a lot and well, I'm still thirteen years old and because of that bad experiences and thoughts I suddenly became a better person and develop into new one.


That is how'd I realize that even through you have experienced so many bad things in life you don't have to feel sorry to yourself that you have such a bad life and thinking about the thought that 'I'm a total failure.' NEVER think that because experiencing bad things and making mistakes is a part of life, Remember nothing is perfect and taking bad things and doing wrong decision leads you in a lesson of a life time that will change you in becoming a better person, further.


I've never regret anything about my bad experiences, actually I became thankful because It just help me for being a better me.






That's it for my sophomore year life experience and I felt so great having this experience even thought its bad, So far this is such a memorable year and I'm so thank full to God about it.


Next year, 9th grade, I'm looking forward for more great experience but not like this (haha) Next school year, I wan't something nice naman because I got tired in being a reckless student, heartbroken teen, friendship problematic, low grade student at specially a not that good child.


I'll promise to myself that I will going to CHANGE for the better next school year, I will leave all my doubts in this blog page and start over. I will promise to take care my friendship, be a good daughter, enough in my love experiences and stay away from my long time crush, more beauty and confidence (lol but srsly we need that) and specially I'm looking forward to be more smart this coming year and I need God for a help.



And again....



I've never regret anything about my bad experiences, actually I became thankful because It just help me for being a better me.


Thank you so much lord for this wonderful experience and I'm going to leave all my doubts here.



changing for the better,
     Nicole


Wednesday, April 8, 2015

About me


GenderFemale
Industry
Student

  Location 

Manila, Philippines

  Introduction  My name is Joyce Nicole, a young thirteen year old teenager and a Writer by heart.
My passion is Journalizing and Photographs and suddenly I fell in love with it.
I'm also into Music and making Songs, I play Guitar since when I'm younger and
I love playing them while the sunrise and sets.
I love being close to nature and thats how I gather Inspirations to write and Journalize.


InterestsJournalism, Photography, Stories, Books, Movies, Music, Guitar, Books, Blogging,
Traveling, Adventure, Sunsets. Food. Twilight Sky, Nature, Beach, Youtube and Fashion
Favorite MoviesThe Hunger Games, The Notebook, A walk to remember, Flipped, Titanic, Percy Jackson, Divergent, Love Rosie. and so much more.
Favorite MusicSweeter than Fiction, Can We Dance, By Chance, Wild Heart-- this is so many guys..hmm. 
All songs and the artist should be bands like All time low, The Vamps, One Direction, 5SOS, 
R5, Imagine Drangons and Paramore . Also those Inspirational singer such as Taylor Swift, Ed Sheeran, Ariana Grande, Carly Rae Jepsen, Jenette McCurdy, Avril Lavinge and so much more.
Favorite BooksEveryday, Thirteen Reasons Why, The Hunger Games trilogy, Divergent, The Fault in our Stars and so much more.
 

First post, but not the first day.


April 9, 2015


Hey there! so finally I've decided what to do for my Summer 2015 as my journal and for fun also, because guys--It's finally summer! and we should celebrate at treasure it (wohoo!) and not just that, we should spend our time wisely not just sit there and being couch potato that spend all day and night watching your favorite tv series and like-- where is my life then? That is not what I mean for celebrating.

So I've decided to do something productive and so memorable this summer year, because I'm that kind of person who is so productive and take every memories as a treasure that I should preserve on my mind forever,(eventhrough it was a bad memory haha)

Well anyway,  eventhough it's too late to start this summer blog (because it's already like the 2nd week) and I still didn't start doing this blog diary at the very beginning/day of summer, but who cares? lol Atleast I've started this imediately and anyways today is the 9th day of April 2015 and my summer starts at the 19th day of March 2015, that is the last day of our 8th Grade day (which is our farewell party) shoutout for my batchmates and friends wohooo! But anyway I will doesn't make any sense if you started blogging at like the 2nd week already, but still i'm going to post my experiences since the day Summer Stared and I left 8th Grade Class.I'm so excited blogging that and looking forward at it.
 
And oh, I’ve finally decided to have a new way of blogging. Since I stop using my old former blog on google which is http://joycenicoleparedes.blogspot.com/ I made that blogger when I was younger but then stop using it and I started to missed it. so today, this day I finally decided to start a new one. This will goiung to be my open diary for Summer 2k15 of a teenager, which I woun't state my name and any identity (screen I guess but not not the real one) thats because this will going to be an open diary and many crowd can see this blog.I'm NOT looking forward for many reviews of this blog, because, this a personal journalizing. (I'm just being safe here guys!)


So anyway again, THIS IS A PERSONAL BLOG,


And this is the extra ordinary summer life of a young teenager 's summer experience.


   lots of love,
          Nicole :)